A lesson that the young people should know

1 term in BTS is gone. All i can say is i have heard most of my classmates testimony and i really thought about it till today. I just realized that God has been too good already. There are times i wanted to be wild but i just DONT feel like doing it.Why? beucase it will bear very bad consequences.I saw a video clip today and it reflects classmate who had a motorbike accident due to racing with her friends when she was 16 or 17 .SO does my other friend from china who had pornography and all the bad habits. After both became christian god change their lives completely.In the end i realized that i also had the similar thing when i was young and thats when i was not too serious about god. in other words i took God lightly and not seriously. When i left high school than i said sorry to god for all the wrong that i did.I thought about it again and again and i regret to say that it is actually the influence of my friends from high school and relatives who are non-believers.It brings me back to the quote from the daily bread that says its you that influence the world not the reverse. I am sad its the reverse today and I wish we should have influence the world for Jesus.
i really hope that you people will never follow doing it. Once you do it s just so hard to get out of it.

Friday

Drat! Half of the week is gone.

I am still stuck with assignments... and not progressing beyond. God, please help me!

*worried*. Should i be preparing for our church 15th anniv?Yes coz i owe my dad our 15th anniv video(95-2010) which reminds me that i need to continue doing and also after all the hardwork where did i first put it?hehe.

Anyway for the past few days i havent been well so i have been sleeping most of the afternoons. I was worried about my BI last paper rework grade but turn out that teacher havent receive yet so i owe teacher my paper seriously why sometimes my teacher receives my attachment and sometimes he dont so now i gotta find a solution. I am praying that all my work that i did will not go in vain. Tomorrow i still gotta lead worship for the youth and i wil be singing on sunday. Thankfully my assignments are half done and should be able finished it by end of the month.
I am trying my best to finished everything when school reopens or else there is going to be more to come.

Burn Out seriously

Today reach back at 5 plus to 6pm from CCC. I was like wanting to really sleep. Last year and this year we have the same number of people but this year we have 4 indian families(Anita,Parameswari,Vasanty and sundari's family)+ our own church member.Trust me this year we have the youngest organizing committee that you will ever find. Uncle bh and aunty kath didn’t really get involve but w.han, sam, me, chloe and Kevin. This year the scores for the games were not much difference at all. The games were all kevin's ideas none of which is Sam's(our best game master) hehehe.My team was the best as we went from 3rd to 1st prize.And all I can say is aunty Katherine and Joel and Louis was in my team. If Louis was not here I think we may have gotten the 2nd or 3rd.

At 5pm after the event was over I just realized How tired i was and also heng huo taking close to 100 pic for today. but sad of all them are in Uncle b.hong's laptop.

God really protected me

Sat night I had a fall.Still trying to figure out how it happen. i sat on the dinning chair trying seeing tv. my chair had been weld many times and i guess its time to change becuase i have been using the dining chair for 10-15 yrs.It could have been worse. worse come to worse may have a fractured or brokenhand.
Now i spain my hand and i may not be able to use the laptop for the time being.I sprain my ankle once and it took 2 months to recover.

Today

Class was good finished at 12pm. than spend time talking about our group project for NT survey 1 class which we have to present on the last day of the term. yesterday we were talking about it and winson was saying that he will not copy our idea

Contemplating on so much to do. i wanna die already lol. Everything needs to be done in a short time especially stuff for family day.
Argh my church family day is following sat. Oh no ezra is not be around that day. like that how? susah lar friend like that difficult lol.We need the youth to be there as field marshalls (group leaders) for the 4 different groups. I make a mistake should have ask the youth to check if they have school on that day.
This is killing me somemore have to come out with a proposal for the decorations for family day and the youth outing.

need to get back to work. got prayer meeting tonight.

Tuesday

Geez. I dislike falling asleep when I am not supposed to...slept till 5.30pm yesterday

My appetite has been all haywire after that.

Nice, cool, rainy day today... everything was good, except for the flying termites that found their way into my home. I don't think I was hospitable to them at all. guest what? my house was in darkness so didnt do much at all but seeing tv.

Gosh. I feel so lazy yes very lazy to do do homework. I need a break. but break from school work but not church work.hehe

Mondays

Walau the weekend is already over.
havent been sleeping well. lots of things to think about
so far the weekend is good i finished as much homework on saturday morning
crap i hope not to get sick with lots to do and have to prepare for my church family day which we havent really done much. my sunday was good i had church in the morning and had dinner with guest in the evening.

Tomomorrow is school i hope this week wont be too busy.